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Nackt sein – before and after

Was bedeutet es komplett nackt zu sein? Akzeptieren zu müssen, was man nicht ändern kann und dennoch Dinge an sich zu verändern, die möglich sind. Sich selbst als Leinwand zu sehen, die bemalt werden darf, ohne die Akzeptanz für den eigenen Körper in Frage stellen zu müssen. Eine Entwicklungsgeschichte über die Beziehung von Matilde und ihrem Körper.

Von Chanel Liang

I am on that path discovering myself, loving, enjoying, suffering and sharing myself with the world.

Matilde

At the age of 25, I decided to cut my hair completely – an early gift for my birthday. I looked at myself in the mirror, I felt stronger than ever, beautiful.

Matilde

My complexes were very strong, with my breasts, my butt, my hair and my vagina. Because all these parts of my body were totally unknown terrain and I just wanted to feel good about myself, the road has been very long and painful at different times.

Matilde

But here I am. Because now I am Matilde, in love with my being.

Matilde

I feel like a completely clean canvas, which I would suddenly like to paint.

Matilde

Just my body feeling the earth, connecting with it, loving and accepting me as I am.

Matilde

Because I am not perfect, but I am definitely beautiful.

Matilde

Fotos, Edit und Konzeption: Chanel Liang
Model: Matilde Celi

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